Headaches for the cure.

[kelly_rae_2007]

The ink is sweet and alluring; headaches in a barrel curing with age like wine. One sip, one sniff and all the time in wait is forgotten

Comments

Re: addiction

[know_thy_self]

you appologise without a need to be responsable for them. dont be sorry for something that is not ur doing. or if it is your doing then it is you and if you feel u need to appologise for calling things the way u see them then ur far to insecure or you think i am. there is no falseness under the black and white edges of the page. there is no pretence. you called me out and gave me a slap across the head for something deserving. i told you im selfish and sadistic, i knew that you wouldnt stad for the crap i was spilling and you did exactly what i wanted you to. if i wanted a cuddle and a hug for whatever selfrighious bullshit im spewing then i wouldnt go to you. id find some insecure needy chick and use them for all there worth. you know as well as i do, we both know how to play the game, and do so to benifit ourselves, nothing more. im not going to tell you what to do, not because ur i think ur doing the right or wrong thing, but ur a big girl and u can decide for urself and deal with the consiquences. i dont try to hold people up, if they want to drown in there own world then im not going to stop them or even try. thats where me and kim differ. she will tell you what ur doing wrong, and then if you choose not to follow her direction she will get frustrated and then shrug it off, limit her contact and eventualy dissapear. i on the other hand will sit there, throw you a riddle, and then sit back with popcorn and a scotch and enjoy the show as people destroy themselves needlessly. i dont care what you do. never have, i do care about you, but im not about to stop you from doing it, for any reason. dont underestimate me or how strong i am. im a good actor and a fantastic lier. so are you. emotion just is, as is life. exist for now, dont live in the past or live for the future. take what you can, give nothing back. the world will keep turning and hitory will keep on repeating. its enevitable. we live we learn we die. the end. Truth: you wont find what ur looking for in me, the way ur looking for it. light always reflecty differently off a broken mirror. the image always different from the last.