Back for a bit from my hiatus.
I like the word hiatus.
Besides that, life is rather remarkable lately. Eric and I had a bit of a rough patch while I was home the last few days, but when I got back last night he was so good. Just GOOD. He was more romantic than he's been in a long time, very affectionate, and when we had a discussion about what had happened the couple days before, he actually listened to reason rather than flying off the handle and making the argument bigger than it had to be.
And it wasn't just yesterday. It was today. It was tonight. He's just a new person since I've been back. And he apologized for a comment he had made A LONG TIME AGO that had been bothering me ever since, without me even bringing it up, and it was proven a large part of my recent self-esteem issue. I feel great.
Other than a little "episode" at Bdubs tonight.
I was supposed to work 5-12. I went in at 5. I felt as though my blood sugar was a bit low, so I ate a couple pickles when I got there, and felt a little bit better. After a few minutes in the sweltering kitchen, I was feeling incredibly lightheaded and queesy, so I went and sat in the cooler for awhile. After doing this a couple of times, I finally got sick in the bathroom, and felt a great deal better. For about 10 minutes. Then I felt worse. I was pretty sure I was gonna pass out before I got home. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to find anyone to cover my shift for me, and the manager had to cook while one of the cooks ran the register, and they sent me home.
I feel alright now. I honestly don't know what's been causing this, but I've had this problem twice now since I've been working at Bdubs, and it's starting to freak me out a little bit.
Besides that, life is rather remarkable lately. Eric and I had a bit of a rough patch while I was home the last few days, but when I got back last night he was so good. Just GOOD. He was more romantic than he's been in a long time, very affectionate, and when we had a discussion about what had happened the couple days before, he actually listened to reason rather than flying off the handle and making the argument bigger than it had to be.
And it wasn't just yesterday. It was today. It was tonight. He's just a new person since I've been back. And he apologized for a comment he had made A LONG TIME AGO that had been bothering me ever since, without me even bringing it up, and it was proven a large part of my recent self-esteem issue. I feel great.
Other than a little "episode" at Bdubs tonight.
I was supposed to work 5-12. I went in at 5. I felt as though my blood sugar was a bit low, so I ate a couple pickles when I got there, and felt a little bit better. After a few minutes in the sweltering kitchen, I was feeling incredibly lightheaded and queesy, so I went and sat in the cooler for awhile. After doing this a couple of times, I finally got sick in the bathroom, and felt a great deal better. For about 10 minutes. Then I felt worse. I was pretty sure I was gonna pass out before I got home. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to find anyone to cover my shift for me, and the manager had to cook while one of the cooks ran the register, and they sent me home.
I feel alright now. I honestly don't know what's been causing this, but I've had this problem twice now since I've been working at Bdubs, and it's starting to freak me out a little bit.