Jul 23, 2005 13:05
back again, and i cant tell if im happy about it. i love being there more than anything in the world. it makes me forget about what i have here. not that here is bad at all, but it makes me feel like someone else. i love the relationships, and the simple things. like walking down to dinner in the rain, and sitting on the porch watching the boys. i love it there, more than anything, and i want to go back. i feel so light there. i feel like everythings okay. i dont let anything bring me down, and there's nothing there that can bring me down. its a wonderful place and im looking forward to being back there. i love them all with all my heart, because they would never hurt me and they all watch out for me. im missing it today, but im glad to be home....