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they say its okay to cry, they say its okay to be alone. but really, i dont want to be alone. i cant be alone now. this time its real, i hate to say that outloud, im so fucking afraid, but i dont know of what. maybe i'll go to sleep, fuck the rest of the quarter. i dont care about the grade anyway. gone for 2 days, im no one today. i slept for 6 hours, so i didnt have to feel a thing. can't wait for break, its coming, its all happening so fast. soon i'll be out, and done, and this will all be over. i'm really missing the summer, and i fucking can't wait.