Ready to run
So let me sum up what life has been like:
Sunday night: I find out that Joey has been dead for two weeks, and I am just now hearing about his death.
Monday and Tuesday: I am shocked and angry, started to pack and demanded that I come home now.
Wednesday: I calm down and become numb. I cut my hair and go on a little shopping spree.
Thursday: My best friend over here is hurt because my french father doesn't have the balls to be a man and tell us to our faces that he doesn't want us out by the pool with alcohol and so my french mom calls and cusses out her family. Cuz apparently they are responsible.
Today: I talked a lot in class as there were only 5 people and I celebrated Cinco De Mayo.
Talked to Ben everyday this week. Court thinks I need to back off and that he is just making things harder for me right now, as yes I do want to come home and I do want to see him, but that isn't happening any time soon due to the distance. I love talking to him. we are getting to know one another. Its crucial when we can't physically be together that we talk to one another as much as possible.
Finished the application for the hospital gig. Sending it tomorrow along with mother's day cards and a thank you
ready to be home guyz. I'm just ready.
Sunday night: I find out that Joey has been dead for two weeks, and I am just now hearing about his death.
Monday and Tuesday: I am shocked and angry, started to pack and demanded that I come home now.
Wednesday: I calm down and become numb. I cut my hair and go on a little shopping spree.
Thursday: My best friend over here is hurt because my french father doesn't have the balls to be a man and tell us to our faces that he doesn't want us out by the pool with alcohol and so my french mom calls and cusses out her family. Cuz apparently they are responsible.
Today: I talked a lot in class as there were only 5 people and I celebrated Cinco De Mayo.
Talked to Ben everyday this week. Court thinks I need to back off and that he is just making things harder for me right now, as yes I do want to come home and I do want to see him, but that isn't happening any time soon due to the distance. I love talking to him. we are getting to know one another. Its crucial when we can't physically be together that we talk to one another as much as possible.
Finished the application for the hospital gig. Sending it tomorrow along with mother's day cards and a thank you
ready to be home guyz. I'm just ready.