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I feel like the
smallest person in the world. My parents are so wishy-washy about
france. I just wanted a decision. And now its all messed up.
Boyz are also weird. every time i come home and spend time with matt.... i just miss him.. its the best thing i think i have going in my life right now is the relationship that I have with him. And the newest guy, Alex.... thats a whole can of worms that my mom told me to ignore and go with my gut... but i dont know........
school has yet to improve.
I think my mama is having a hard time letting go of the baby she had and accepting the woman I am becoming. And apparentely I cant have an open relationship with my mama either or my papa....
Time for a new change...
Boyz are also weird. every time i come home and spend time with matt.... i just miss him.. its the best thing i think i have going in my life right now is the relationship that I have with him. And the newest guy, Alex.... thats a whole can of worms that my mom told me to ignore and go with my gut... but i dont know........
school has yet to improve.
I think my mama is having a hard time letting go of the baby she had and accepting the woman I am becoming. And apparentely I cant have an open relationship with my mama either or my papa....
Time for a new change...