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So this weekend had its ups and downs.... and quite frankly, I keep getting more and more confused by things.
Friday, I don't even want to think about it. I mean, things got out of hand, and not going to sleep until 8 am is never good. I just don't know why I can't break out of this pattern.... always taking things way too far.... and hurting people.
Saturday was off the chain! after work I went with Zunaira and her girl to meet up with their men at Tongue and Groove, a 21 and up only club in Buckhead. I must say its the most fun I have had all summer... I mean, we were dancing, drinking, and chilling with some very cool people, and I just had a blast, even if I was the only white girl in our group.
Sunday has two parts. One very good part, I got to see an old friend. And now my guitar is actually in tune and I promise now that I will break in the strings and learn some stuff.... the second part was just weird. I don't know about Drew. I mean, I was thinking maybe I should give him a shot and then he got all clingy last night..... and now I don't want to be around him... and then there are times when I do. Its a very confusing time for me..... It would be so much simpler if I was in charleston. I may not have been happy with the situation I was in there all the time, but at least it was understandable and we made each other feel good.
So summer is wearing on and I am weary of this place... just two more months and some weeks until I am back with my girls and we are back to the same old thang... drinking and getting into trouble....
Friday, I don't even want to think about it. I mean, things got out of hand, and not going to sleep until 8 am is never good. I just don't know why I can't break out of this pattern.... always taking things way too far.... and hurting people.
Saturday was off the chain! after work I went with Zunaira and her girl to meet up with their men at Tongue and Groove, a 21 and up only club in Buckhead. I must say its the most fun I have had all summer... I mean, we were dancing, drinking, and chilling with some very cool people, and I just had a blast, even if I was the only white girl in our group.
Sunday has two parts. One very good part, I got to see an old friend. And now my guitar is actually in tune and I promise now that I will break in the strings and learn some stuff.... the second part was just weird. I don't know about Drew. I mean, I was thinking maybe I should give him a shot and then he got all clingy last night..... and now I don't want to be around him... and then there are times when I do. Its a very confusing time for me..... It would be so much simpler if I was in charleston. I may not have been happy with the situation I was in there all the time, but at least it was understandable and we made each other feel good.
So summer is wearing on and I am weary of this place... just two more months and some weeks until I am back with my girls and we are back to the same old thang... drinking and getting into trouble....