End of a lifetime
So, I guess since everyone is putting their experiences up, I will too...
i am done with my first year of college. lets face it, even i won't study for the finals and when i do eventually get home...LOL, I will be headed back to school (at Perimeter) so I don't really feel like its over, just continuing on at another school.....
First of all: This has been a year of many changes and many ups and downs. Serious thoughts of changing my major, changing schools..... changing me... My hair has been about 10 different colors... i put on more than the freshman fifteen and yet many people say it doesn't show.... I made and lost friends and lovers.... I will turn twenty soon and no longer be the teenager... but just one step farther into adult hood. When I return to charleston I will be a junior in college, and I will be possibly just as heart broken then as I am now.... but now I am not too sure about if I am really heart broken over Jordan, or if I am excited about what summer seems to be sweeping into my lap......
Life has taken many changes.... I don't feel as though I am a good girl or a badass, but that person that people rely on and can always come too. I also feel like people misjudge me constantly... so I don't know... and I don't know if I fit into the mold that I guess most people who are "like me" do... I am in a sorority, but don't act like it, I am a first year college student who is advancing rapidly through college, but I have no idea what direction my life will lead to then... I still want to get married soon. Now if only he'd hurry up and get here....
I know that I am looking forward to being home, but will miss the freedoms i enjoy at college. I enjoy staying up and going out, spending the night at my lovers.... i mean, the parentals don't accept that I am a young woman... hopefully I can change their minds...
I should be sleeping... or studying.. instead I listen to my iTunes and may put in meet the fockers... and who knows...eventually pass out or talk to everyone online....
ta ta....
i am done with my first year of college. lets face it, even i won't study for the finals and when i do eventually get home...LOL, I will be headed back to school (at Perimeter) so I don't really feel like its over, just continuing on at another school.....
First of all: This has been a year of many changes and many ups and downs. Serious thoughts of changing my major, changing schools..... changing me... My hair has been about 10 different colors... i put on more than the freshman fifteen and yet many people say it doesn't show.... I made and lost friends and lovers.... I will turn twenty soon and no longer be the teenager... but just one step farther into adult hood. When I return to charleston I will be a junior in college, and I will be possibly just as heart broken then as I am now.... but now I am not too sure about if I am really heart broken over Jordan, or if I am excited about what summer seems to be sweeping into my lap......
Life has taken many changes.... I don't feel as though I am a good girl or a badass, but that person that people rely on and can always come too. I also feel like people misjudge me constantly... so I don't know... and I don't know if I fit into the mold that I guess most people who are "like me" do... I am in a sorority, but don't act like it, I am a first year college student who is advancing rapidly through college, but I have no idea what direction my life will lead to then... I still want to get married soon. Now if only he'd hurry up and get here....
I know that I am looking forward to being home, but will miss the freedoms i enjoy at college. I enjoy staying up and going out, spending the night at my lovers.... i mean, the parentals don't accept that I am a young woman... hopefully I can change their minds...
I should be sleeping... or studying.. instead I listen to my iTunes and may put in meet the fockers... and who knows...eventually pass out or talk to everyone online....
ta ta....