Feel like shit today
Well I didn't sleep at all last night kept having weird dreams about god nows what!lol I think that I am coming down with a cold I wont say flu cos that wont be it I do have a really bad throat poor me....
thisd morning i had to go for something to eat well actually I didnt now what I wanted an I wasnt going for greggs gone of them I have sickened myselfe with them lol
so I thought Id go for a nice hot chocolate at Costa cafe I havent been in a while well it will be about a yeah or so... the smell of coffee used to make me ill!
well tonight I am supossed to be going out with claire to be honest I dont thing that that will happen as she is way to busy to see me... the thing is I dont really care anymore im not sure why that is though I now last week I was devastated that she didnt come and stay at mine i mean we had the place to ourselfes whch she was happy with, then work that bloody work got in the way actually it was her dad that time she had to pick him up from a night out an beiing the good girl that she is went... but instead of coming to mine after that she didnt thought her parents would ask to many questions bloody hell man she is 22 not 12. I now that I should listern to my friend cheryl but I hate to be alone not that I am with anyone. I dont now im just a sad girl looking for love in all the wrong places
thisd morning i had to go for something to eat well actually I didnt now what I wanted an I wasnt going for greggs gone of them I have sickened myselfe with them lol
so I thought Id go for a nice hot chocolate at Costa cafe I havent been in a while well it will be about a yeah or so... the smell of coffee used to make me ill!
well tonight I am supossed to be going out with claire to be honest I dont thing that that will happen as she is way to busy to see me... the thing is I dont really care anymore im not sure why that is though I now last week I was devastated that she didnt come and stay at mine i mean we had the place to ourselfes whch she was happy with, then work that bloody work got in the way actually it was her dad that time she had to pick him up from a night out an beiing the good girl that she is went... but instead of coming to mine after that she didnt thought her parents would ask to many questions bloody hell man she is 22 not 12. I now that I should listern to my friend cheryl but I hate to be alone not that I am with anyone. I dont now im just a sad girl looking for love in all the wrong places