I'm bored
So it's been a while since I updated this thing. I have been playing on Myspace too much. I guess not much is going on. I kicked Johnny outta my life. I started classes. I'm making a new life for myself. Or trying to at least. I still get really depressed only now, it comes with anxiety as well. I'm always wound up and restless. It's hard to describe. I'm at the public Library right now, killing time till my mom comes to pick me up (in about an hour). James is making me a Christmas Monster. I love his monsters. They make me smile so much. James has become a big part of my life. Oh and I semi quit smoking. I'm down to smoking just 3 a day. Not by choice but my mom refuses to buy me anymore than that. I'm not working anymore so I have no money. I also don't hang out with any of my old friends at the Roost so I have no life anymore either. It's just classes and the library. I'd love to hear from all of you. Maybe we could get together! Drop me a line on here or myspace (www.myspace.com/dancerkelly56)