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Mar 16, 2006 00:26

I stare at people. I don't know why. It's so weird. I will be walking down a dorm hall or sitting in class and stare at people. This isn't just "people-watching" this is hard core looking. Sometimes it's funny because they see me looking at them and I won't notice for a few seconds because I'm thinking about something I saw - hair, clothes, a behavior trait or distinguishing characteristic. I know there is this one guy in my History class that I will stare at for about half the class. It's not that he's attractive, just the opposite - he's very very obese. But his kind of obese is so weird... like his fat is all around his torso, not just the stomach. Its like he's a head and arms attached to one of those big plastic exercise balls. He reminds me of Violette Boregard from Willy Wonka after she's eaten that meal gum stuff. It's just bizarre. His clothes are weird too, like he has a hoodie that must be xxxL but is skin tight and cinches his waist. You have to wonder what this guy's life is like, how he does things, how he got that way. I dunno. At least I wonder those things...

But I'll do that all the time, especially when I'm in a dining hall eating by myself. I will watch people and wonder about them and their lives. Like when you see a girl in a matching jogging suit outfit thing that only JLo is allowed to wear but even she doesn't look good in it. You KNOW that girl wore that pink outfit thinking she looked hot but you also know she looks ridiculous. You also know someone told her she looked great just because they felt bad that she looked ridiculous. Why? Why do people do that? Anyway...

I haven't talked to my roommate in days. We sit in the same room together all the time without saying anything to each other. How sad is that? I just have nothing to say to her. She's not a bad person or roommate, she's quiet and respectful - as I try to be as well. It's not like we fight or anything, we just co-exist. Seriously, imagine sharing your bedroom with someone but never talking to them. You come, you go, she comes she goes. Not a word. It's so weird. I know I contribute to it but I just don't know what to say... Besides, she never empties the trash.

I can't wait for school to be out!! 5 weeks baby! WOO!!

and, oh yeah - COMMENT BITCHES!
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