Jul 29, 2005 00:36
the as i you show was awesome. they did really good. i got to see tim. which made me extremely happy. but he got kicked out =\ the other bands kinda...sucked. but thats ok i guess. as i you won. i went to kalas tuesday afternoon and hung out with her and her uncle all day. which was a lot of fun. we all stayed the night at her house and stayed all day. i went home around 11 cause i felt sick my stomach hurt really bad. probably cause all id eaten in 2 days was 3 nasty pizza rolls. SICK. ariel was supposed to go camping with me so i went to go help her pack back in fortville and ended up hanging there till 11 with kala jeramy andrew pat ari and a bunch of other people and then found out ariels mom wouldnt take us home so i had to get my parents to come pick us up so they were pissed and i got blamed. ofcourse. then i found out ariel couldnt go cause her mom is making her babysit. AGAIN this is the second time in the past month her mom has ruind plans for us. oh well i guess. so my weekend at the dunes will more than likely suck.
ive been down in the dumps lately. i dont exactly know why. but i think im just extremely lonely. im realizing that i have like no life what so ever. and im realizing how much this years going to suck for me. it sucks so bad being my age. im scared that all my friends that are starting to drive now and go to hs now are going to leave and not wanna hang out with a stupid little 8th grader. idk. im just ugghh.. stressed out. bored. lonely. and i dont knwo whats wrong with me.
ill be home sunday sometime.