May 25, 2005 21:51
so yeah, lately i have been really pretty lonely..which really isnt anything new.. the last day of school is tomorrow so i will probably be getting REALLY lonely soon. which totally sucks.
well i went to the Finch show on monday night..it was amazing.i loved it..the other bands were awesome as well! i really hope they all come back soon..tuesday we had feild day at school and we were outside from 9 am to 220 pm..yeah..it sucked..our teachers are really really bitchy..probably because liek half of them are pregnet..or just pissy cause they arent gettin any..well thats what i think (lol) but anyways so tuesday kinda sucked..today i went to kings island. i had a good time i guess...i finally rode some of the rides i have always refused to ride.. it was pretty fun..i kinda wish i had some other people in my group though..erics cousin was pretty cool..it would have been nice not to have gotten bitched at for stupid meaningless things...i wont get into that though.. anyways i had a good time..could have been better but still awesome day i guess. tomorrow is the last day of school..im not near as excited as i thought i would be.. like all of my friends are leaving me..im going to be all alone next year and its going to suck. but im sure ill make it through..i have to sit in a study hall for 2 hours on the last day of school...wtf am i supposed to do in it? we cant talk..i cant read.. and we wont have homework or anything to work on..it freakin sucks! tomorrow is going to be the slowest day ever too..which will suck balls. but it'll be alright im hoping. friday i dont know what im doing yet..hopefully going to the animal shelter to look for a dog..im like dying to get a puppy for some reason. but i dont know..i really want something else to do on friday as well so hit me up hoez! saturday im going to the skate competition up at the skate park. and then going to the ivy league show which will be awesome..i finally get to meet Jay. well...officially meet him..lol hes pretty cool. sunday i dont know what im doing..probably going to stay up as late as possible..just cause i can. lol..yeah..then monday my dad has the day off..he said its like memorial day or somethin..so im hoping that the Zoo will still be open because i really want to go to the zoo for some reson lol..weird. idk..im really looking foward to june and july. theres gunna be some awesome shows and stuff like cornerstone..and warped and all that jazz...haste the day, finch . and backstreet boys cds are all supposed to be out in June..i totally cant wait. theres a lot of new stuff goin down within the next couple months...im really excited!
well i have had a bit of relationship problems here lately..but today..all is well i guess...still single..still waiting for someone to come along..still just waiting for him..whoever he is..i hope he comes around soon...
to all of my friends..i love you all...it has been a great year for me all though it has gone REALLY REALLY fast. a lot of us have drifted really far..some of us dont even talk anymore..like ever..i guess its just part of life..we all change. some good changes..some bad. yada yada yada..i will and already do miss all of you. im hoping that even though we'll still bein a different building that we can remain just as good if not better friends that we already are. we all need to get together over summer break..wow..i feel like im reliving the "huggies" stage all over again..i feel like screaming "mommy wow, im a big kid now" heh..yeah im still not funny. anyways..thank you all for everything you have done for me this year. i will miss you all greatly and i look foward to seeing you either over summber break or again in the fall! <3
well thats all for now..
bring on another lonely summer =(
R.I.P. Boots *2-1_05*