Nov 28, 2005 17:38
my weekend was decent. deffinetly would have been better minus my family being jerks the whole weekend. but thats normal. i guess.
my bedroom door is comletely freaking broken now. haha its pretty horrible. im hoping to get a new one really soon. right now it doesnt latch....but thats because theres no door knob in it. its cracked almost all the way down it and it split in half. haha. pretty horrible. yeah. [thanks nate]
my thanksgiving was kind of nice i guess. i got to see my cousin alison. its been to long.. she was upset so it kind of sucked. :[ the rest of my family was being some what anti. oh well. they suck. i had a better thanksgiving with sophie matt maggie brandon and nate.. comeplete vegan feast. it was deelish. sophie is the best vegan cook everrrr. haha.
logos was last night. it was fun. i enjoyed myself. i guess everyone was taking everything way to seriously though. i dont know. i enjoyed myself atleast. GK played well no matter what they freaking say. gwen stacy was kind of upsetting because they totally ripped off haste the day. meh. how lame. oh well. the car ride home was absolutely horrible. my family has been fighting like crazy lately and it got really bad in the car and at the house when we got home. i kind of doubt ill ever be back at logos again. *tears*
im so sick of drama. its done. im done with it all. im going back to the real me. the me that doesnt talk about anyone behind their back. the me that doesnt take shit from anyone and doesnt let anyone walk all over them. the me that doesnt talk about beating anyones ass when in reality i know i couldnt hurt a fly.[honestly] NOT the me that lets things get to them to much. thats over. im done caring so much. i dont care if you love me, hate me, if youre my friend, if you want nothing to do with me, WHATEVER. i dont care. i know who my true friends are, i know who really cares, i know who i can trust. and i know who i cant. im done with drama. im done messing around! things are going to change.. as of last night. :]
"to my friends ill be there for you be there for me."
thanks cari for the inspiration <33
love to all.