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ELLOELL.
So I've been watching Gilmore Girls for the past few days and suddenly all day today I'm like SUPER emotional. Wtf??? Seriously, I had a big knot in my throat all freaking day. That show chokes me up constantly and I think all of that has just built up and sparked the need for a damn good cry. It is my suspicion that this is probably why I cried like a sissy girl when I called V earlier, pretty much offered my body to him for Skype sex, and got SHOT DOWN. Guess my boobs aren't as exciting as zombies. JK! Rejection never feels good though, especially when it's by someone you miss like hell. I feel pretty silly about it now. The kid just wanted to unwind, play video games and drink with his roomie. He's been busy and stressed all week, so it makes perfect sense. Plus, he's coming home in a few days and I'll get to have all the real sex I want!! (=D) So I'm really not all that upset. It felt very relieving to cry though, like this damn kinda broke and I went nuts haha. This is why I truly believe that I just had a lot of built-up emotion from the show. Man, I can be such a DQ sometimes hahaha!
So I've been watching Gilmore Girls for the past few days and suddenly all day today I'm like SUPER emotional. Wtf??? Seriously, I had a big knot in my throat all freaking day. That show chokes me up constantly and I think all of that has just built up and sparked the need for a damn good cry. It is my suspicion that this is probably why I cried like a sissy girl when I called V earlier, pretty much offered my body to him for Skype sex, and got SHOT DOWN. Guess my boobs aren't as exciting as zombies. JK! Rejection never feels good though, especially when it's by someone you miss like hell. I feel pretty silly about it now. The kid just wanted to unwind, play video games and drink with his roomie. He's been busy and stressed all week, so it makes perfect sense. Plus, he's coming home in a few days and I'll get to have all the real sex I want!! (=D) So I'm really not all that upset. It felt very relieving to cry though, like this damn kinda broke and I went nuts haha. This is why I truly believe that I just had a lot of built-up emotion from the show. Man, I can be such a DQ sometimes hahaha!