wowza
I am trying really hard to stay in a good mood. I really don't want to be one of those people who has a bad couple of weeks and walks around saying they are depressed. I don't want to be the person who has a bad couple of weeks and can't function because of it. I especially don't want to be the person who is alwasy in a bad mood. Yet, I feel like I am that person. I think I just get that way because I want life to be good so much i want it sooo bad. I was unhappy for a really long time and understandably so considering the shit I went through in high school. Not like its an excuse or that makes me special I am just saying that I think i deserve to be really happy. Not just for a couple of weeks or a month. I just wanted one semester of things to go really well. Of course I will get stressed about school and work and friends and family, I am not talking about that because those problems will always exist. I guess lately I am just frustrated because I had such a positive outlook at the beginning of this year and I was where I wanted to be. Somewhere in my excitement I must have gotten lost because now I feel confused and I just want that to go away. Oh well, I guess I will just have to wait it out and hope for the best.
Hope is really a great word by the way. There are so many amazing quotes that involve the word hope. If you watch shawshank redpemtion or hope floats you should listen for a couple of real good ones. I love the word Hope. I am going to try to have more of it for myself i think. It is a small yet insipiring word, I like that....
Hope is really a great word by the way. There are so many amazing quotes that involve the word hope. If you watch shawshank redpemtion or hope floats you should listen for a couple of real good ones. I love the word Hope. I am going to try to have more of it for myself i think. It is a small yet insipiring word, I like that....