and you wonder why im shatterd [ <|3 ]

[kellrosex3]

umm hello . im at my grammy's house right now . really boredd and yeah . went to burger king then went to hollywood video and watching calendar girls. it was good , the 5 seconds i watched it . when im bored i tend to think about a lot . just like gay stuff .. i dono ? just about tyler and basketball and everything going on. everything sometimes just seems to crash down and i hate not knowing that i cant do anything . ya no? i dono hard to explain . but i wish sometimes i could rewind my life and just not do some of the stuff i did . not that i regret it , just that i want to forget about it . like tyler n i hah i never wanna forget that and stuff but i know that it'll never happen again . its like i wanna forget and move on .. but how? life is so confusing sometimes but then i think back that tequnically my life hasnt even started . im not even out of middle school and all this stuff has happened . i just want it all to end sometimes .. not like die haha but watever . i guess ill just let it blow over , see what happens . like everything else in my life . whatever . im done . i miss chell .. hope shes having a good time . she called before and we talked about how her cruise is so far . she said its really funn. so yeah , tomorrrow im doing um nothing . tuesday - gay bball . cant stand it anymore sometimes but im just in it for the girls and the experience . wednesday - nothing hah . then thursday i have brians party . yipppy with melissa , hopefully that will be fun cause i wont no like anyone there except like 4 ppl . but new friends . haha i like seeing other ppl besides the 3 ppl i hang out with . hah its fun ... umm i guess ill go lay down maybe napp? ill write more tomorrow <33

x3 kellie

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