Apr 29, 2005 12:14
This is the letter I wrote to Erin during English today:
Erin~
So siting her in English, it just dawned on me: WE'RE GOING TO COLLEGE!!!!! OMG!!! I'm sooo excited! Erin, I really am soo excited. I got that excitement thrill in my stomach and everywhere- I can't wait! I LOVE it! I know you wanted to go somewhere else, but still= !!!COLLEGE!!! COLLEGE, college, college CoLlEgE!!! YAY! I'm sooo excited, I can't wait. I think I can make it throught the other shit in my life b/c I have college firmly in my mind!
And that's the truth. I feel like I can make it through everything because I know I'm leaving it all. I can leave my home life and seeing the bastard every f'in day and everything! I can't wait!! It makes me happy. It's the only thought keeping me from killing myself!! YAY!! Thank god. If I weren't leaving, my mom would probably poison me anyway, but yeah! ok, well that's me being happy for once, so YAY!!!