Oct 03, 2005 23:34
How can things go so wrong when they were going so right?
This past week has been...i don't even know how to describe what its been... i don't know how everyone here has stood me these past few days.. i was so sick the beginning of last week, then the dale and i thing and everything else thats going wrong...i have been so depressed and feel alone..even though i know i have great friends and family and of course GOD.. but i'm confused, hurt, and everything all at once.. i'm not writing this for people to feel sorry for me, i don't need pity.... i just needed to write out my thoughts and feelings..
I know i have to stop sitting around feeling sorry for myself when there are people in so much worse shape than me.. I just have to pray to God for strength and guidance through this..and yes everything happens for a reason..i know that.. just wish i knew what that reason was...
SO PLEASE pray for me...it would be appreciated.. LOVE U GUYS!!
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