Update.. weeee
So, its been a long time since i've posted anything on here. But, I'm bored and waiting for the pain meds to kick in, so it seemed like a possible way to get my mind off the pain. I was in a car accident on sunday afternoon, and my neck is KILLING me. It hurts really bad all the time. Also hurt my lower back, but the neck and shoulders are definately worse. I'm on lots of pills right now. 3 times a day I take a muscle relaxer and 4 advil. Every 4-6 hours I take 1-2 vicoden. And even still, I lay all druggy-like but still in pain. Gotta go to some of my classes today though because my midterm essay for writing class is due friday, but we're going over some stuff for it today in class. I also have a math midterm today. That'll be fun. Trying to do well on a calculus midterm when it hurts to sit up, and will hurt to look down at the paper, and I'll be all drugged up so I won't be thinking clearly because of the drugs and also because of the pain. But, I had the option of either doing it this afternoon, or going to my teacher's office to do it friday at 10am. So, either way I'll be in pain and drugged, so I decided I might as well do it today. My poor car is dead... the front end is all smashed up. The car wouldn't even start after the accident, it had to get towed away. Ugh, and since SHE doesn't read this, I can say it freely. So, after the accident, I called Katie to see if she was home because I can't find my keys, so i had no key to get into the apartment. So, she knows about the accident and everything, and she has not said one single word to me basically since it happened. She hasn't asked if I'm ok or anything. On monday, I was laying on the couch, and she was showing some magazine thing to Kurtis, and he was totally uninterested and told her to show it to me instead, and she was just like, "No, she's too busy right now" in a little snotty voice. It just makes me upset that she hasn't even asked me if I'm ok. I think she probably thinks I'm faking it. Anytime I'm in pain, she thinks I'm faking it. I am so not faking it. My mom picked me up at my dad's house this morning to bring me to my apartment so I can go to school, and in the car on the way over here, my neck hurt so bad from the bumpy roads and stuff, that I started to pass out. I just wish she weren't such a bitch sometimes. She says all the time that she just wants people to care about her, and doesn't really care about other people, but I don't think she realizes that in order for people to really care about her she has to show that she at least sort of cares about others. Anyways.. drugs are kicking in now, so I'm gonna take a short nap.