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so, I've decided that I'm done with boys for now. I'll be friends with boys, but nothing more. at least for now. I need to recover from recent letdowns and self-esteem crushers. I just need a break from boys. I can't handle another disappointment, which is about all I seem to get from guys. I'm tired of feeling like a physical object. plus, I really need to be focusing on my school work and things. so yeah. lets see how long I can last being single. should be pretty easy for now cuz, as far as I know, there aren't any boys interested in me.. and I'm not interested in any. so yeah. after things that i discovered this weekend and other things that happened throughout the past week.. i'm feeling quite depressed and not very good about myself or my life in general. I really just need a break from everything. or at least something to focus on that I feel like I'm recieving something back. something that I think is worthwhile. I need to find what makes me truly happy.