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I move in 2 days. I'm sooo excited! I never realized how much stuff I have until I started packing it all up and deciding what to take with me and what to leave behind (not to mention WHERE to leave it, since my sister is taking the room I'm in right now). my walls are entirely bare, and its quite saddening. it almost made me cry when I finished taking everything down. I never really appreciated how homey pictures and posters make a room feel. I've got quite a bit of my stuff packed up. its hard to really tell because I still have all the boxes and bags (of my clothes..) in my room. my room looks like less of a disaster than it did yesterday, which I think is a good thing. it must mean I'm making progress of some sort. hopefully tomorrow afternoon I'll be able to clear some of the boxes and bags out of my room so I can really see how much I have left.
I've been working so much lately that now that I have time off, all I really want to do is catch up on all of the sleep that I've been missing. but I can't do that because I have way too much to do by wednesday night. my dad wants to have the trailer all loaded up and ready to go tomorrow night (before Lost starts) so that we don't have to do anything in the morning and we can just leave. it sounds like a good idea to me, but it will make my last night in my room somewhat sad because I won't have any of the comforts I've enjoyed in it. I'll just have my bed, my alarm clock, and a change of clothes.... I'll wake up to a completely empty room. oh well. I'm starting a new an exciting part of my life. this is the natural progression of things, right? my stepmom can hardly stand to walk by my room when the door is open, or watch me pack or anything. every time she does, she looks like she's going to cry. its really sad. I can tell that my dad is upset about me leaving as well, but he does a pretty good job of hiding it a bit more. he stays focused on all that we need to get done before I leave, which I think helps him. he stays goal-oriented. it helps me too, which is nice. well, I'm really really tired cuz I had to work this morning at 7am. its definately bed time for me. night!!
I've been working so much lately that now that I have time off, all I really want to do is catch up on all of the sleep that I've been missing. but I can't do that because I have way too much to do by wednesday night. my dad wants to have the trailer all loaded up and ready to go tomorrow night (before Lost starts) so that we don't have to do anything in the morning and we can just leave. it sounds like a good idea to me, but it will make my last night in my room somewhat sad because I won't have any of the comforts I've enjoyed in it. I'll just have my bed, my alarm clock, and a change of clothes.... I'll wake up to a completely empty room. oh well. I'm starting a new an exciting part of my life. this is the natural progression of things, right? my stepmom can hardly stand to walk by my room when the door is open, or watch me pack or anything. every time she does, she looks like she's going to cry. its really sad. I can tell that my dad is upset about me leaving as well, but he does a pretty good job of hiding it a bit more. he stays focused on all that we need to get done before I leave, which I think helps him. he stays goal-oriented. it helps me too, which is nice. well, I'm really really tired cuz I had to work this morning at 7am. its definately bed time for me. night!!