despite the drama...
even though there has been major drama here in 5C lately i have something good to write about...
so about 2 weeks ago something happened with my relationship with mary... and i have no idea what. all of the sudden we started totally getting along and really agreeing on like everything. since then i have totally loved every minute i've spent with her. i mean normally i love to hang out with her, but then we get in some stupid fight or i get mad about something and it ruins it... but not lately. and i love it. i mean i can't speak for both of us, but lately its been like old times... good ol' senior year when we got along and had so much fun together. like we haven't laughed so much when its just the two of us since... probably senior year. and i really don't want it to go away. and so i'm not going to let it... even if she wants to... haha. that might be difficult, but i don't think that she wants us to stop being so close. i mean we've always been close, but this is something different. and we've even talked about it and neither of us really know what changed. like, we've been best friends for a couple of years now... but this is different. like for some reason and totally out of the blue we get along 10X better than EVER. i'm kind of afraid that things will go back to normal (all the fighting)... but i really really really don't want it to. i've seriously never been happier with our friendship and i don't think i could stand going back to all the arguing. she's just the closest i've ever been to anyone and i don't want to end up fighting again and end up losing her...
so about 2 weeks ago something happened with my relationship with mary... and i have no idea what. all of the sudden we started totally getting along and really agreeing on like everything. since then i have totally loved every minute i've spent with her. i mean normally i love to hang out with her, but then we get in some stupid fight or i get mad about something and it ruins it... but not lately. and i love it. i mean i can't speak for both of us, but lately its been like old times... good ol' senior year when we got along and had so much fun together. like we haven't laughed so much when its just the two of us since... probably senior year. and i really don't want it to go away. and so i'm not going to let it... even if she wants to... haha. that might be difficult, but i don't think that she wants us to stop being so close. i mean we've always been close, but this is something different. and we've even talked about it and neither of us really know what changed. like, we've been best friends for a couple of years now... but this is different. like for some reason and totally out of the blue we get along 10X better than EVER. i'm kind of afraid that things will go back to normal (all the fighting)... but i really really really don't want it to. i've seriously never been happier with our friendship and i don't think i could stand going back to all the arguing. she's just the closest i've ever been to anyone and i don't want to end up fighting again and end up losing her...