i don't know...

[kellirenae03]

so i don't know how many of you keep up with my day to day life or whatever, but you can probably see that reciently i haven't been very happy here at grand valley... and you can probably also see that i thought everything was going to turn around with the living situation next year. i was really looking forward to it. and then a certain someone started spending time here... and i realized what i was really getting myself into. so now he's here for what seems like every damn day and we just don't get along... i don't really know what to do. i know for sure that next year is going to be the worst year of my life if i am forced to live with him and on the other hand i feel bad for letting down my actual friends... i told them i would live with them and i don't want to let them down. plus since i already signed the contract i won't get my $435 back. but after this weekend i'm kind of thinking that losing $435 is worth not living with someone i don't get along with.

sorry mary for putting you in the middle... and sorry kristen if i do back out.