Can't Break Her Fall- A House/Cuddy fanmix
Okay so this is my first fanmix. I've been thinking about this mix for quite a while but creating it required me to actually be productive, which happens once in a blue moon. This fanmix centers around the House/Cuddy interaction during the last scene in Joy, and I basically just chose songs that remind me of that scene. The songs sort of go in chronological order of the scene- The last few songs are about the kiss, and those before it are about pain, fear, and confusion (which happen to be partly what the kiss is represents to me)
Pretty much all of these songs are taken from House's POV (I didn't plan that it just worked out that way). Some of the songs I chose for his POV are about how he views Cuddy in that scene, while others are about completely lost House is when he sees her so broken. He goes to Cuddy's house to find her in the worst state he's ever seen her in(at least to my knowledge) and he's just so out of his element. He tries to console her and tell her what he thinks she wants to hear (words of comfort and encouragement), when actually those are the last words she wants to hear from him.
So here it is, I hope you enjoy it. Let me know what you think :)
1. One Fine Wire- Colbie Caillat (Cuddy's POV)
And I remember the time my balance was fine
and I was just walking on one fine wire
I remember the time my balance was fine
and I was just walking on one fine wire
but It's frayed at both the ends
and I'm slow unraveling
Life plays so many games inside of me
and I've had some distant cries, following
and their entwined between the night and sun beams
I wish I were free from this pain in me
2. Carve Your Heart- Dashboard Confessional (House's POV)
Oh look now
There you go with hope again
Oh you're so sure
I'll be leaving in the end
Dig your ditch deep enough
To keep you clear of the sun
You've been burned more than once
You don't think much of trust
Man it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has
Lord it takes a lonely one to wish she had never dreamt at all
3. Feels Like Tonight- Daughtry (House's POV)
You, you got me
Thinking it'll be alright.
You, you told me,
"Come and take a look inside."
You believed me,
In every single lie.
But I, I failed you this time.
And it feels like tonight.
I can't believe I'm broken inside.
Can't you see that there's nothing that I wanna do,
But try to make it up to you?
And it feels like tonight,
Tonight.
4. Heaven Forbid- The Fray (House's POV)
Twenty years it's breaking you down,
now that you understand there's no one around.
Take a breath,
just take a seat,
you're falling apart and tearing at the seams.
Heaven forbid you end up alone and don't know why
Hold on tight wait for tomorrow, you'll be alright
5. Black Balloon- Goo Goo Dolls (House's POV)
A thousand other boys could never reach you
How could I have been the one?
I saw the world spin beneath you
And scatter like ice from the spoon that was your womb
Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Or are you someone's prayer?
6. Broken- Lifehouse (Cuddy's POV)
The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain (in the pain), is there healing
In your name (in your name) I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will be OK
7. Her Diamonds- Rob Thomas (House's POV)
Oh what the hell she says
I just can't win for losing
And she lays back down
Man there's so many times
I don't know what I’m doin'
Like I don't know now
By the light of the moon
She rubs her eyes
Says it's funny how the night
Can make you blind
I can just imagine
And I don't know what I’m supposed to do
But if she feels bad then I do too
So I let her be
And she says oooh
I can't take no more
Her tears like diamonds on the floor
And her diamonds bring me down
Cuz I can't help her now
She’s down in it
She tried her best and now she can't win it's
Hard to see them on the ground
Her diamonds falling down
8. Someone to Save You- OneRepublic (House's POV)
Honesty is what you need
It sets you free like someone to save you
Let it go but hurry now
There's undertow and I don't want to lose you now
Alright
Sit down and spill your heart
Let's start from the very start
'Cause I can see by your eyes you're wasted
Your energy comes and goes
You taking your time
I know nothing can change what's happened
And so back to the start now
I won't let you go this way now
9. Swallowed in the Sea- Coldplay (House's POV)
You put me on a line
And hung me out to dry
And darling that's when I
Decided to go to see you
You cut me down to size
And opened up my eyes
Made me realize
What I could not see
10. Fall For You- Secondhand Serenade (House's POV)
Best thing about tonight's that we’re not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don’t think that I am trying......
I know you’re wearing thin down to the core..
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
Or I won’t live to see another day
I swear its true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find
11. All Fall Down- One Republic (House's POV)
If ever your world starts crashing down
Whenever your world starts crashing down
Whenever your world starts crashing down
That's where you'll find me
Yeah God love your soul and your aching bones
Take a breath, take a step, meet me down below
Everyone's the same
our fingers to our toes
We just can't get it right
But we're on the road
12. First Time- Lifehouse (House and Cuddy's POV)
We're both looking for something
We've been afraid to find
It's easier to be broken
It's easier to hide
Looking at you,
holding my breath,
For once in my life,
I'm scared to death,
I'm taking a chance,
letting you inside.
13. Thunder- Boys Like Girls (House's POV)
Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain
14. Sparks- Coldplay (House's POV)
My heart is yours.
It's you that I hold on to.
That's what I'll do.
But I know I was wrong,
And I won't let you down.
(Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, yeah I will, yes I will…)
But I'll sing "oh"
I cry "oh"
Yeah I saw sparks,
Yeah I saw sparks,
And I saw sparks,
Yeah I saw sparks,
15. Can’t Break Her Fall- Matt Kearney (House's POV)
She says today is gonna be the last one
I know there's never gonna be an easy way out
She's rolling round the town with a fast gun
And I know I can't be there to catch her when she falls
Well half way down is half way out of here
We're either halfway drowned or half way 'round the pier
When you're that far gone
I walked the steps to her apartment with the window by the shore
And saw her curled on the tile through a crack in the door
I've been searching for the words I don't know how to say
I've been searching for the words to make it go away
I spent all of last night and the night before that
With my feet in the sand and the wind on my back
Watching a ship sail out to a blue wide sea
There must be more than this with a kiss we can't see
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