so, yeah...
I'm in a really odd mood right now. I have 67829320 things on my mind and I don't know what to think about any of it. Some things are making me really happy, but other things have me confused or upset or disappointed. I just don't know what to do. I feel like I'm at the point where everything needs to change. But I don't know how. Or if I can. But I need to. And I let someone down this weekend and I can't let it go. I feel like the world's worst person because of it. I made a choice between two things, and picked the wrong one. I knew it was the wrong one then, and I especially know it now. The more I think about it, the worse I feel.
Do you ever just have those nights where you just need to cry yourself to sleep? You don't quite understand why, but you know that if you do, you just may start to feel better about everything. This is hard to explain, mostly because I can't even explain it to myself.
...I think I'm just going to try falling asleep....
Do you ever just have those nights where you just need to cry yourself to sleep? You don't quite understand why, but you know that if you do, you just may start to feel better about everything. This is hard to explain, mostly because I can't even explain it to myself.
...I think I'm just going to try falling asleep....