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I feel so miserable and don't want to explain, so don't ask me to. I haven't been myself lately, but put on a smile in school and for my friends, but I can't tell you why I do that. I feel bad if I get in a bad mood because it doesn't make for good converstation and than makes my friends (the few that I have) scared of me, and shy off.
Ricky made me feel really good though today and he doesn't even realize it. We were walking 5th for a min. and I forget how but the subject of friends came up and I felt like I was going to cry and I told him that I didn't have many friends and he told me he didn't either, and that he only hangs out with the same two people. I'm glad I met him, he's really nice and thinks my mom is hot. :) it's too bad I'm way younger than him and we probably will never hang out.
Jolee made me feel good too, we're kind of on the same page with friends and everything. There are only a couple of people that we really make the effort to talk to. And even though she's got a lot more friends than me, she likes to stay in and watch the disney channel. I like Jolee, she's really funny and I'm happy that me and her are friends this year.
Plus, pat's being way cool with me. I miss hanging out with Pat when he wasn't so tall (lol). And when during the summer. I really, REALLY miss halloween 2 years ago though, it was so amazing. I remember how it was a monday and me and stephanie and Kristie hung out at my house for a little while, and then went to Derek's house and saw Amanda and Jamie, and got shaving creamed, and Pat was there too, and then we went to the deli and bought Mike eggs and bought ourselves Ketchup because they didn't have any shaving cream left and we forgot to melt the tip's of ours so we bought some Ketchup and thought that that was going to protect us, and than on our way back to stephanies house to give mike the eggs I don't know who but some boys were chasing us and throwing eggs at us and we told them to stop because we had Ketchup and weren't afaird to use it. And I remember when we got back to Stephanies she cleaned her face off from shaving cream and then me, steph, pat, and kristie got to my house and my mom washed all of our hair in the sink, including pats, and we all got in the car and went to sports plus but we couldnt go in the haunted house because stephanie was scared and couldnt breathe. And then we played Hide & Seek and it was so so so much fun, and will probably remember that Halloween for the rest of my life, because before that I had a tradition of going out on halloween with Katrina and Nick, weird.
Okay, most random entry ever, wtf; stfu.
I miss Coryn Bye.
Ricky made me feel really good though today and he doesn't even realize it. We were walking 5th for a min. and I forget how but the subject of friends came up and I felt like I was going to cry and I told him that I didn't have many friends and he told me he didn't either, and that he only hangs out with the same two people. I'm glad I met him, he's really nice and thinks my mom is hot. :) it's too bad I'm way younger than him and we probably will never hang out.
Jolee made me feel good too, we're kind of on the same page with friends and everything. There are only a couple of people that we really make the effort to talk to. And even though she's got a lot more friends than me, she likes to stay in and watch the disney channel. I like Jolee, she's really funny and I'm happy that me and her are friends this year.
Plus, pat's being way cool with me. I miss hanging out with Pat when he wasn't so tall (lol). And when during the summer. I really, REALLY miss halloween 2 years ago though, it was so amazing. I remember how it was a monday and me and stephanie and Kristie hung out at my house for a little while, and then went to Derek's house and saw Amanda and Jamie, and got shaving creamed, and Pat was there too, and then we went to the deli and bought Mike eggs and bought ourselves Ketchup because they didn't have any shaving cream left and we forgot to melt the tip's of ours so we bought some Ketchup and thought that that was going to protect us, and than on our way back to stephanies house to give mike the eggs I don't know who but some boys were chasing us and throwing eggs at us and we told them to stop because we had Ketchup and weren't afaird to use it. And I remember when we got back to Stephanies she cleaned her face off from shaving cream and then me, steph, pat, and kristie got to my house and my mom washed all of our hair in the sink, including pats, and we all got in the car and went to sports plus but we couldnt go in the haunted house because stephanie was scared and couldnt breathe. And then we played Hide & Seek and it was so so so much fun, and will probably remember that Halloween for the rest of my life, because before that I had a tradition of going out on halloween with Katrina and Nick, weird.
Okay, most random entry ever, wtf; stfu.
I miss Coryn Bye.