Jun 15, 2005 13:28
the first thought that poped into my head this morning when i woke up was:
"wow summer is flying by, and im just wasting the days away"
( then i had a strange feeling of sadness like i needed to hold onto everyday of the summer because summer would soon be over and at the end of the summer i would be losing alot of things i loved)
the second thought that jumped into my head was:
"wait a min. you have nothing to loose it doesnt matter if summer flys by and that i should enjoy it and not worry that its going to fast"
that is the best feeling....
fresh. year of hs : i didnt know who i was
soph. year of hs: i had alota fun and got to know myself a little more
jr. year of hs: i grew alot ( and i dont mean in height) my whole world got turned upside down but it needed to happen inorder for me to really get to know myself
sr. year of hs : who the hell knows what will happen