Sep 04, 2004 23:16
hey everybody, hows it going? not so good for me. im kinda depressed, and i dunno what to do, really. I have a ton of stuff on my mind. for one, my dad yells at me constantly, and won't take a breather, that shit stresses me out so much, anyone who knows my dad, knows what i am talking about. School is kinda hard, and my last class is really hard, i don't get a single thing. Im kinda sick right now, im dizzy, shaking really bad, and i can hardly breathe, not only that, i can't eat.I dunno whats wrong with me. i am going to the doctor on tuesday. its a certain type of doctor and im really, really, really scared.things are okay i guess, but not really. Allyce is probly the main thing, she wrote me this letter!!! but its not that bad, just that she went to a party and did some shit with some girl and she thinks i am mad at her cause of it. Me and my dad have been getting in some pretty bad fights lately. all he does is bitch about what chores don't get done each day, but theres only so much i can do, i go to school, and go to work 5 times a day. tips are okay. hopefully i'll feel better soon. well, g2g, love, -kelligurl