you cry alone & then he swears he loves you <3
the sleep issues continue.
& it really sucks.
it needs to change otherwise i'll be a zombie for school.
speaking of school. the 3 ap classes are already stressing me out.
school hasn't even started yet.
it's not like i know people in my classes.
except german & biology.
that does me no good.
i don't have to worry about my locker anymore.
which is always, always a plus.
i'm so uptight. not uptight, but
everything always has to be right.
not so much as correct, but just, right.
i don't know how to explain it.
i have to have my binders & books & pencils just so
otherwise i can't function
& that's, like, pathetic.
it is. don't tell me otherwise.
i care too much. about everything.
it's stupid.
we shouldn't take life so seriously.
well, only a little seriously.
& it really sucks.
it needs to change otherwise i'll be a zombie for school.
speaking of school. the 3 ap classes are already stressing me out.
school hasn't even started yet.
it's not like i know people in my classes.
except german & biology.
that does me no good.
i don't have to worry about my locker anymore.
which is always, always a plus.
i'm so uptight. not uptight, but
everything always has to be right.
not so much as correct, but just, right.
i don't know how to explain it.
i have to have my binders & books & pencils just so
otherwise i can't function
& that's, like, pathetic.
it is. don't tell me otherwise.
i care too much. about everything.
it's stupid.
we shouldn't take life so seriously.
well, only a little seriously.