Dec 30, 2002 12:55
Well lets see here, I hope that I have a better day today then I had all weekend, I didn't go out all weekend, Because I was really feeling like crap...:( Zoey chose to make my life hard this weekend, at one point I was in so much pain and so exhausted I thought I was miscarrying becuz I could NOT keep anything down and I was in alot of pain....we went to the hospital but it was nothing...they were just pains from my pelvic bones that are enlarging...for when its time to have her....that crap hurts soooooo much though!!! Today Im supposed to go out with a friend of mine from a long time ago..I hope we do I always have so much fun when Im with him. I have been searching high and low for jobs that I could possibly do now, I think I mite have found a prospective one...I would only have to work from 3-8 and all I would have to do is type out papers and such...so Im definitely gonna go look into that when my spirits are a little bit higher than they have been the past few days. Lately being all alone and everything has brought back memories of my past from past friendships to old flames, there's a few I miss and a few that I could go on the rest of my life never speaking of...(rice) It would make the rest of my life to even know how the people I miss are doing and all and to let them know Im thinking about them alot, I never seem to talk to those people ever though...:( well I think Im about done typing becuz I still don't feel all that great and I have to take a shower and such and get ready so until later......toodlez