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i'm sick of boys, i really am. i just want to be with my best friends, in a beautiful place, listening to beautiful music, and be able to laugh and have fun without looking at boys as anything more than my friends. i want to be able to just live in the moment and enjoy it. i'm tired of feeling as if every decision i make is some monumental, life-changing thing. i'm sick of having two amazing people in my life and not being able to fully enjoy their company because they're not just my friends anymore. it's just exhausting.