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Everyday I can't help but think of regrets. My life is full of regrets and mistakes.
I feel like I'm constantly kicking myself for things I can not change.
I'll I have to do is look at someone from my past and I am completely over-welmed with things I have done or said.
I could say "sorry" a million times and it wouldn't change anything
I'm my own worst enemy. I can't make things better...I can't go back in time. So what do I do?
Move on? Let go?
About two years ago a very close friend of mine told me the honest truth. She confronted me and told me something about someone to protect me. She was being a friend and trying to be straight forward. I ignored her and ended our friendship. I traded a friendship for nothing. She was right all along. We are two totally different people now and we both have moved on with our lives. No apologizes would ever ever ever be good enough for how a betrayed her.
Things like that eat me up everyday...
I feel like I'm constantly kicking myself for things I can not change.
I'll I have to do is look at someone from my past and I am completely over-welmed with things I have done or said.
I could say "sorry" a million times and it wouldn't change anything
I'm my own worst enemy. I can't make things better...I can't go back in time. So what do I do?
Move on? Let go?
About two years ago a very close friend of mine told me the honest truth. She confronted me and told me something about someone to protect me. She was being a friend and trying to be straight forward. I ignored her and ended our friendship. I traded a friendship for nothing. She was right all along. We are two totally different people now and we both have moved on with our lives. No apologizes would ever ever ever be good enough for how a betrayed her.
Things like that eat me up everyday...