the more you change the less you feel
There is so much going through my mind right now. Overwhelming. I'm so stressed, but I have a careless attitude.
I want to change that about me too. I want to stop doing all the normal things I do and try something new. But then again who am I? I've been trying to think.
I dont know.. Music is a big thing. I wish my life was like a movie, with all the right music playing at all the right times. Particularly an old romantic, black and white movie. I'm a hopeless romanatic. Im such a dreamer. I'm pretty outspoken with my feelings and thoughts. I laugh and I cry and I'm genuine. I don't hide things on purpose, unless it's something that scares me. I'm often scared of rejection.
Does that make me a wimp?
I drink my milk with ice cubes. I love to draw and write and think and do the secretive unthinkable. Writing is one of my passions along with everything else I lay my eyes on. Old men hit on me. It's alright. My dad tries to shelter me because he was a whore in highschool. I love my mom to death. I love to read. Simple words on a page can bring you so much to your life. I'm not 18. It's a shame, but I'm young and 16, yet I should be older. Dont you agree?
I sometimes lie and steal..
Please help me become a better person. Dont judge people on what they wear. Dont call people Freaks. Look at things with a curious mind rather than a narrow one.
I'm weird. Goodnight.
I want to change that about me too. I want to stop doing all the normal things I do and try something new. But then again who am I? I've been trying to think.
I dont know.. Music is a big thing. I wish my life was like a movie, with all the right music playing at all the right times. Particularly an old romantic, black and white movie. I'm a hopeless romanatic. Im such a dreamer. I'm pretty outspoken with my feelings and thoughts. I laugh and I cry and I'm genuine. I don't hide things on purpose, unless it's something that scares me. I'm often scared of rejection.
Does that make me a wimp?
I drink my milk with ice cubes. I love to draw and write and think and do the secretive unthinkable. Writing is one of my passions along with everything else I lay my eyes on. Old men hit on me. It's alright. My dad tries to shelter me because he was a whore in highschool. I love my mom to death. I love to read. Simple words on a page can bring you so much to your life. I'm not 18. It's a shame, but I'm young and 16, yet I should be older. Dont you agree?
I sometimes lie and steal..
Please help me become a better person. Dont judge people on what they wear. Dont call people Freaks. Look at things with a curious mind rather than a narrow one.
I'm weird. Goodnight.