Jan 24, 2004 00:28
last night wne to target with jess and her mom. her mom bought me these such cute boots i love her. then we tried on bathing suits and uhh all i can say is that i definately need to go to track everyday next week. we're turning anorexic haha. i really hope south carolina plans work out again this year for spring break that would be so lovely. anyways chris picked jess and me up and we stopped by my house then subway and 17th street. even though i'm a bulldog, i still think chris is sweet. i stayed the night at jess's house and only got like 3 hours sleep and we did eachother's homework. dawn picked us up because she rules and we went to 711 then school. school dragged on forever, too many exam reviews. and tests. and perverted boys in world history haha. went home with the lovely mal this afternoon with liz and tiff then krystle came over hurray. i feel like i haven't been as close with some friends as i used to be and i need to work on that more i'm sorry. blah today was weird. it kinda had it's ups and downs, but i'm trying to keep the downs as far away from my mind as possible. people confuse me so much i've just given up. it frusterates me how you think someone is so much more different than the person that you really get to know later on that they are, if that makes sense. but i guess we can all be like that at times. maybe certain personalities are just too different, neither of them a bad different, but just an extreeme different that they were never meant to connect in any way at all. who knows for sure. and the people that you always expected to be bad people you find out they aren't at all. life is weird like that and i don't think any of us have control over it at times, but it's kind of exciting once you get past everything. oh and lindsey just to let you know, you really are an awesome girl. anyway mal dropped me off at laura's with britt and we went to jade garden. that trip was pretty unique. you'll meet the weirdest people if you ever hang out with britt. chinese people bitched us out haha. it's good hangin out with those girls though. jess sang to me and it made my day yay. later sean picked la, britt, and me up tonight and we went to his house to watch part of the ring, which i'm weird cuz i'm like the only one who's never seen it. he drove us back to laura's and hmm pretty much calling it a night. i hope i decide something fun to do tomorrow, i'm not quite sure what i want to do yet though. yeah but now i'm going to bed with laura. she's the bestest ever. <3