Oct 15, 2003 18:15
The weather is so lovely, and the colder weather is so close I can smell it. And it feels so nice. The trees are beginning to fade. The leaves starting changing color. The air slightly growing cooler you can almost see your breath. This is the point where they're easing in to all that. I think i might sit out on the porch and do some of my homework before it gets dark. It's just so...beautiful.
And ahh I love my girls so much. I can't describe it. I wish I could do for them everything they've ever done for me, but times infinity. Well I've been hanging out at Mal's, Krystle's, and Bec's the past few days. Just being with all the girls. Hung out with lots different people though. Some of the usual. Some of whom i don't normally chill with but it's really nice.
I've been thinking about how great of a boyfriend I have. We hang out everyday. And when were not hanging out were talking. It's different but i like it a lot. This weekend truly made me realize how lucky I am. Just being together, the dinners, and Busch Gardens was fun. I love just talking about the stupidest things and not having to worry. I'm bad at explaining how I feel sometimes, but i love it all. I love the constant things in my life.
Sometimes you need to just take a deep breath. Look at what makes you happy. Focus on all the positive things in your life that are worth living for. Once you've done that, live it up. Realize that life can be good if you want it to, and simply smile. That's exactly what I'm doing.
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