OK, seriously...
alright, so seriously, everything with me and andy was going GREAT, until i got the smooth idea to snoop into his life a little bit and i found out way more than i wanted to know...seriously...he sent a myspace message to this chick telling her she's "so deviously dexy" <3, andy......and i just started crying when i saw that....because i have never been so insecure in my life up until i started dating him...i have never been worried about a dude cheating on me, EVER, and all of a sudden he's telling this ugly ass 27 year old chick that she's deviously sexy...he fucking NEVER tells me im sexy, he never even tells me i look nice, which makes me feel like shit all by itself, but then when he starts saying those things to someone else it just crushes me inside...like all of a sudden im not good enough, and i didnt do anything wrong...i have been such a good girlfriend to him, i havent even thought of doing something that would ever hurt him, and that's a first for me...i honestly thought i had finally found something i was good at...im seriously good at being with andy, im really good at it, and i just wish he would see that...and i can't say anything to him because i did something wrong too...and it hurt me even more when today he told me he went to breakfast after they left the club together...it wasnt JUST them, but she was still there nonetheless...and this girl is really upsetting me too...she's 27 years old, what the hell is she doing trying to take a guy away from a 19 year old girl? it just upsets me so much because she's fucking 27, i didnt do anything to her, she doesnt know me, and she knows he has a girlfriend...she wont fucking leave him alone, which isnt making matters any better...she's like, all up on his nutsack all the time, and of course he's not doing anything to stop it...damnit, i just wish i was closer so i could do something about it...it's just, uh, it just makes me sad more than anything...like, what did i do to make him want somebody else? i've been the perfect girlfriend, i give him everything he wants, i do almost anything he asks me to, i just dont get it...i just dont get what this girl has to offer that i dont...i just want to know what she's fucking doing....she's 27, she needs to get a damn life and stop fucking up mine...ahhhhhhh....i know you've all already heard this story, but for some reason typing it out makes me feel a little better...