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oh, and my insides hurt...im never having surgery ever again, that was the single worst experience of my entire life...the freakin IV they gave me made me throw up before surgery and then again afterwards...picture this...ok, you get cramps because your cervix freaks out and starts contracting and shit....well i had some of my cervix TAKEN OUT, so it was freakin out pretty bad...worst cramps i ever had in my life to the tenth power...i almost had a tear in my eye, which is really extreme for me...i told the lady she needed to give me a freakin perkaset asap before i go into shock or something...so she did, and then i threw up again...i had forgotten what it was like to throw up, since i havent done it since i was like, 10...the anesthesia they gave mek icekd some ass though...after i woke up i was feelin [retty damn good for about 15 minutes, then the cramping and pain and nauseua started kicking in...that was fun...but then i got to go home and iw as sick for a little bit, but as soon as i got a heating pad and fell asleep i was fine...then my daddy went to DQ and got me some soft ice cream lol, i love my daddy...with chocolate sprinkles on it too...dairy products always make me feel better instead of worse, i dunno what it is...but yeah, so that's the story of how i was violated in areas i dont like being violated and why my insides hurt
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