Jun 18, 2005 14:11
I'm beginning to get sick of fake ass people...really, I am...I'm getting sick of people doing things and saying things because they think it sounds cool or mature or whatever...it's really starting to piss me off...im also starting to get sick of people looking up to me and trying to act like me and say things I say...I say the things I say for a reason, I act the way I do for a reason, and don't start acting the way I do because you think I'll approve of it, because i don't...people don't understand where I'm coming from when I say or do certain things, you don't know my situation at the time, so don't fucking copy me and do shit i do, because your situation isn't the same...don't walk around telling people you're a racist and you're proud to be a racist, and talking about how you love racist jokes...to much of your surprise, I'm not a racist, people...I'M NOT A RACIST...I just see a few things wrong with the way society works, things I can't change all by myself, and that's it...so stop making racist jokes around me, hoping that I'll think it's cool, because it's fucking not...and don't flaunt your ignorance by being proud of your racism, that pisses me off even more...yes, i do occassionally use the n word, but i do not dislike black people...i dislike niggers...there you go...that's all i had to say, i made no jokes, no comments, no rude remarks...damnit, im really get pissed off...
and another thing...stop doing things that you think are cool...period...like last night...it's not cool to fucking smoke, people...it's not fucking cool...so don't walk around thinking you're all high and mighty and "cool" because you smoke...it's fucking stupid...the only thing you get is a nasty addiction and a 70% higher probability of developing some form of cancer...and when you smoke pot, or do some other drug, don't walk around going "im so fucked up"...shut the fuck up...don't flaunt the fact that you're a fuckin druggie...it's not cool to do drugs...which brings me up to another point...if i DO tell you what i do on my free time, it's because i trust that you won't judge me...so don't fucking go around telling people that i do this and i do that, because it's not fucking cool...im not proud of some of the shit that i do, but i do it anyway, and id like to do it without certain people knowing...IT'S NOT FUCKING COOL TO DO DRUGS, PEOPLE...so stop thinking it is...
and another thing...im really sick of people trying to be anti mainstream...it's so funny, because my friend doug told me i was trying to be anti mainstream, which im not...im not anti mainstream at all...i listen to barely any bands that aren't mainstream, and the ones that i do listen to that arent mainstream are local bands...im sick of people liking music for the wrong reasons...im sick of people liking it because it sounds pretty or because there's hot guys in the band...it's suppossed to be about expression, and the most out of tune, off key, jumbled work of music could in fact be the best piece of music ever written...
be your own self, people...stop trying to be fucking cool, and stop flaunting those things that you think are cool...stop flaunting that you smoke, stop flaunting that you do drugs, stop flaunting your ignorance and racism, and fucking stop flaunting the fact that you know the name of one song by a band that was underground at some point in time, because im not impressed...