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it's official. i can actually graduate this semester after all.
i was supposed to take two more required classes (that i was not looking forward to taking) next semester but good old snidecor crossed them off my list.
but do i want to graduate this semester? lord knows i'm uninspired and i can't get myself to make art for shit these days. that would be reason enough to end this eight year marathon of hell. but at the same time, i'm kind of sad...
i mean, i kind of like school in a weird way. even though i'm failing all of my classes. i'm actually making friends and shit. i mean, fuck, it only took 7 years for it to happen... actually, that might be the main reason why i really want to keep going... that and being able to do silk screening again.
there are a lot of other things i'd like to learn, i just wish i could learn them without having to take some other class (or classes) before hand. (for example, to take the reusable mold making sculpture class that i'm interested in, i have to take life sculpture, which i have no interest in...)
plus, graduating means that i am "officially" an adult and i have to deal with real life, and thats kind of scary to me. i have to move out, but rent around here is ridiculous. plus, i have a dog and dog friendly places are slim pickins (+ more money) around here. especially since he is 35lbs and most places i've looked at have a 25lb and under weight restriction. hopefully that rule is flexible for some places...
i was supposed to move to portland this summer/winter (depending on when i was supposed to graduate), but the person i was supposed to move with isn't going anymore because she fell in love. there is no way i can move that far away all by myself. i know one person i could move out with (she is currently "homeless" and living at the doggy day care we work at after being quite rudely kicked out of her own apartment), but she has 2 small dogs and i doubt many places would take 3 dogs.
shit sticks. i don't know what i'm going to do. someone live my life for me, please?
i was supposed to take two more required classes (that i was not looking forward to taking) next semester but good old snidecor crossed them off my list.
but do i want to graduate this semester? lord knows i'm uninspired and i can't get myself to make art for shit these days. that would be reason enough to end this eight year marathon of hell. but at the same time, i'm kind of sad...
i mean, i kind of like school in a weird way. even though i'm failing all of my classes. i'm actually making friends and shit. i mean, fuck, it only took 7 years for it to happen... actually, that might be the main reason why i really want to keep going... that and being able to do silk screening again.
there are a lot of other things i'd like to learn, i just wish i could learn them without having to take some other class (or classes) before hand. (for example, to take the reusable mold making sculpture class that i'm interested in, i have to take life sculpture, which i have no interest in...)
plus, graduating means that i am "officially" an adult and i have to deal with real life, and thats kind of scary to me. i have to move out, but rent around here is ridiculous. plus, i have a dog and dog friendly places are slim pickins (+ more money) around here. especially since he is 35lbs and most places i've looked at have a 25lb and under weight restriction. hopefully that rule is flexible for some places...
i was supposed to move to portland this summer/winter (depending on when i was supposed to graduate), but the person i was supposed to move with isn't going anymore because she fell in love. there is no way i can move that far away all by myself. i know one person i could move out with (she is currently "homeless" and living at the doggy day care we work at after being quite rudely kicked out of her own apartment), but she has 2 small dogs and i doubt many places would take 3 dogs.
shit sticks. i don't know what i'm going to do. someone live my life for me, please?