Brandon broke up with me lastnight!!!!
My boyfriend of 7 months broke up with me lastnight. I still not not think that he really did. I love him so much, and i gave him everything that i could. He said that it was good while it lasted, that we will go our own ways and be fine, and to leave him alone. Well I could not leave him alone, since I love him so much, and he means the world to me. I would keep calling him and he would not answer his phone, and all i could do was cry. I can not eat, sleep or do anything. I do not even know how I'm going to make it through the rest of the day. I called him today, at one of the times that he usually calls me and this is what happend.
Brandon:what
me:hi
Brandon:there is no Hi, i told you to leave me alone
So I was really upset, and i was driving, so i just hung up the phone. I do not know what to do, i love him more then i have ever loved any one and he is the only one i want to be with. I know we have had our ups and downs but we all ways make it through. I just do not see how he could break up with me after everthing we have been though together, and everything he said to me. He said that he would love me forever, that he would be with me forever, that he wanted to marry me, and start a family with me, and that he would never break up with me, and that i would never lose him.
WEll dammit all that has went to hell.
Forever is sure not over with, and i wanted all of those things just the same as he did, and now he broke up with me and I'm at school and i'm starting to cry and looking like a fool.I do not know what to do. I'm go call him. If any one has and advice on anything please let me know....i have got to get my Brandon back!!!
I also got subpoenaed for the wreck that i was in. The guy is trying to get out of having the ticket. He was the one that pulled out in the road and not me. He is a lil ass whipe and he should get the freaking ticket!! Im just having a very bad day and im trying not to cry in this room, where people can see me crying. I did not call Brandon like i said that i was going to do. It would just make me more upset, and then i really would be crying more.
I might not even have to go to the trail, it says that my appearance might not be needed. My court date is June 23,2005 at 9am.
I do not think that my life could get any worse right now. I also got text messaging back on my phone today. Brandon was going to come and see me next weekend, but i really do not think that is going to happen now since he BROKE UP WIT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I still can not face that fact that he broke up with me lastnight. Im going to keep calling him, texting him, and emailing him. I want to see if he will at least come and see me like he was going to before he breaks up wit me for ever and for good. I just love him so much, and i want to be with him. Im trying not to cry here...
I hve another interview today at 1 and Unos, i think i spelled that wrong but oh well, i really do not care about spelling right now.
Brandon:what
me:hi
Brandon:there is no Hi, i told you to leave me alone
So I was really upset, and i was driving, so i just hung up the phone. I do not know what to do, i love him more then i have ever loved any one and he is the only one i want to be with. I know we have had our ups and downs but we all ways make it through. I just do not see how he could break up with me after everthing we have been though together, and everything he said to me. He said that he would love me forever, that he would be with me forever, that he wanted to marry me, and start a family with me, and that he would never break up with me, and that i would never lose him.
WEll dammit all that has went to hell.
Forever is sure not over with, and i wanted all of those things just the same as he did, and now he broke up with me and I'm at school and i'm starting to cry and looking like a fool.I do not know what to do. I'm go call him. If any one has and advice on anything please let me know....i have got to get my Brandon back!!!
I also got subpoenaed for the wreck that i was in. The guy is trying to get out of having the ticket. He was the one that pulled out in the road and not me. He is a lil ass whipe and he should get the freaking ticket!! Im just having a very bad day and im trying not to cry in this room, where people can see me crying. I did not call Brandon like i said that i was going to do. It would just make me more upset, and then i really would be crying more.
I might not even have to go to the trail, it says that my appearance might not be needed. My court date is June 23,2005 at 9am.
I do not think that my life could get any worse right now. I also got text messaging back on my phone today. Brandon was going to come and see me next weekend, but i really do not think that is going to happen now since he BROKE UP WIT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I still can not face that fact that he broke up with me lastnight. Im going to keep calling him, texting him, and emailing him. I want to see if he will at least come and see me like he was going to before he breaks up wit me for ever and for good. I just love him so much, and i want to be with him. Im trying not to cry here...
I hve another interview today at 1 and Unos, i think i spelled that wrong but oh well, i really do not care about spelling right now.