the hardest part is yet to come...
Life decidedly sucks. Roger said, "thank you for your time", Matt is upset- whether or not it is founded is not the point, he's still upset and I still care to make him feel better and more confident about everything. I dont need a million people telling me its insane or nuts, just listening, and understanding that matt is upset and I would like to make it better is really all i asked for. My roommate has taken up avoiding me as her new hobby, and as much as I would like to address it, I am exhausted. i have no more sanity left in my mind. its just been a rough day. i keep almost crying, but the up side is that I haven't yet. But it is possible to bring a few more people down by the end of the day, so if anyone needs me I'm free. so. i give up. i'm crawling in my bed and getting out only for a few glasses of wine, or an impending fire. but the evacuating for a fire is a maybe.