yea.....
so......I'm feeling not too great right now...since i have gotten back to Arkansas, it seems like all I have been hearing is bad news...I ran into my neighbor at the store tonight and it turns out that his wife had died recently. We were really close so this hit me pretty hard, and I was just thinking....So many people that I know have either died, or gotten seriously hurt lately. It turns out that my grandpa, who i am staying with and used to live with recently had brain surgery to remove a tumor... I guess to most people, it turned out well because he lived and is still here, but I don't look at it that way. It is like torture to him. He has to take a bunch of drugs everyday and he is just not the same. He is completely deaf in his right ear and gets dizzy all the time and can't lift stuff.....I feel so bad for him.....stupid stuff like this pisses me off and it makes me wonder, what is the point in living?? I mean you live, you watch people suffer and then die, and then it's your turn....I just wonder why God or whoever does this to people does it.....And it all ways seems like it happens to great people to.....I just don't know why these wonderful people's lives are being taken away from them...... i guess i'll quit being stupid and shutup...I'm sorry I wasted you're time.....Byebye kiddos....