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1 day down 4 more to go. I have a feeling this is going to be a long week. not only do we have a 1 week show this time, but i want it to be Saturday so bad. I am going to Kettering after the game and after showering, so I can't wait for Saturday. I miss my Robert so much. As we both say "it's rediculous" how much. At least it's a mutual thing, and not just me. He's says it more then I do. oh well.
and hopefully I will be in a good mood from a win this weekend. cause i am sick of losing already. true i wouldn't want to be anything but a Spartan, even now. Esp. no stinky Wolverine. But come on! I amdone with the losing streak...let's get back to the team we had at he beginning. Yeah we had easy teams to start with, but we still looked better then we do now. Whatever, the game was fun even with the lose and the fucking cold weather. I ask myself again..."why do i do this?"
Spartan Spec was fun as per usual. it's another thing i dread doing till I get out there and begin. I just love to perform i guess, just not the practice. I love being in front of people and doing my thing and looking sweet. I love being in the stadium, I LOVE performing...and that is one thingi iwll miss next year. the no chance to perform...oh well.
So I saw decorations for Christmas up already, and I started to kinda panic. I have a birthday and an anniversary and then Christmas to think about. the bday and Xmas can be random things, but i wanted to do/get something special for the anniv. It's my first one year and I want it to be special. Any suggestions? how about bday? for those who know my boyfriend...he's a geek I LOVE YOU though. hehehe sorry but you are.
let me know if you come up with anything.
I love you Robert. I miss you more then I thought was possible, and can't wait to see you.
and hopefully I will be in a good mood from a win this weekend. cause i am sick of losing already. true i wouldn't want to be anything but a Spartan, even now. Esp. no stinky Wolverine. But come on! I amdone with the losing streak...let's get back to the team we had at he beginning. Yeah we had easy teams to start with, but we still looked better then we do now. Whatever, the game was fun even with the lose and the fucking cold weather. I ask myself again..."why do i do this?"
Spartan Spec was fun as per usual. it's another thing i dread doing till I get out there and begin. I just love to perform i guess, just not the practice. I love being in front of people and doing my thing and looking sweet. I love being in the stadium, I LOVE performing...and that is one thingi iwll miss next year. the no chance to perform...oh well.
So I saw decorations for Christmas up already, and I started to kinda panic. I have a birthday and an anniversary and then Christmas to think about. the bday and Xmas can be random things, but i wanted to do/get something special for the anniv. It's my first one year and I want it to be special. Any suggestions? how about bday? for those who know my boyfriend...he's a geek I LOVE YOU though. hehehe sorry but you are.
let me know if you come up with anything.
I love you Robert. I miss you more then I thought was possible, and can't wait to see you.