You suffocate me..
I dont even know where to begin or what to say or how to feel. I feel angry, frustrated, alone, scared, hurt, all wrapped into one. I feel like everything good has been pushed away. Maybe its just my emotions talking, im so tired and worn out. Im so sick of being sick and tired. Im sick of surrounding myself with people who make me feel like shit, people who day after day continue to fuck with my emotions. Im fully aware that the world doesnt revolve around me and that evey thing isnt about me, but I have feelings too. What the hell, I dont even know why im writing in this stupid thing its almost pointless. Its not like anyone reads it anyway and to the people who do read it I dont want any pity comments, they wont make me feel better.