Such a stellar monument of loneliness ....
I hate valentines day...
I couldnt help but feel lonenly today. I walked into school and saw everyone with ballons and flowers and just, I dont know... didnt get too good of a feeling I guess. Its amazing though how a hug from someone you love with everything you have can change your mood almost instantly. And I must say that I have the greatest friend in the entire world. I came home today to find a dozen roses and ballons on my front step.
I felt like such a loser going out to dinner with my parents. Its weird how much things can change in a year, in a week, or an hour for that matter. I wish I had the ability to rewind time or fast forward, whichever. I wish alot of things but latley it hasnt done much.
I feel like I have so much more to say but I dont know how. Im not sure I really know how to express my feelings and when I do figure it out im not sure this is the place to write them.
Maybe I'll post more later?...
I couldnt help but feel lonenly today. I walked into school and saw everyone with ballons and flowers and just, I dont know... didnt get too good of a feeling I guess. Its amazing though how a hug from someone you love with everything you have can change your mood almost instantly. And I must say that I have the greatest friend in the entire world. I came home today to find a dozen roses and ballons on my front step.
I felt like such a loser going out to dinner with my parents. Its weird how much things can change in a year, in a week, or an hour for that matter. I wish I had the ability to rewind time or fast forward, whichever. I wish alot of things but latley it hasnt done much.
I feel like I have so much more to say but I dont know how. Im not sure I really know how to express my feelings and when I do figure it out im not sure this is the place to write them.
Maybe I'll post more later?...