Long Away... And Soon Again
It's been a while since I've posted, and I have no earthly idea when I will again.
Reasons?
A lot of it has to do with Joshua's impending birth. With making a 40 min commute to Concrete to work and pretty much handling the household duties, there just doesn't seem enough time to think & reflect on a blog. The other aspect is just a fading desire to blog. My friends list on here is tiny (by design) and I would almost rather just call people.
I think that much of this has something to do with the reasons why I blogged. When I started this, I was living in Phoenix and fucking miserable & pissed off. Thus, most of the entries were me ranting, bitching and crying. Going back and looking at them makes me cringe. It's a level of self-absorption that is mortifying to look at now.
I guess I'm tired of venting here. I'm sure all of you are sick of reading it. So, for now, I'm done. I'll still check in on everyone sometimes, but for now, my blogging is done.
Last thing: Joshua grows! He is now approximately 5 lbs 15 oz and his movements are much more recognizable now. Apparently, he hiccups. A LOT. He also hates the monitors (ultrasounds, etc). He ALWAYS ends up kicking them after a few minutes. Kimberly will be induced due to her health issues between the 11th and 25th of December. Hopefully, it will be a vaginal birth. Last, we are in the process of finishing his nursery this weekend. My back is thrown and my knees are creaking.
So, for now, see ya.
Reasons?
A lot of it has to do with Joshua's impending birth. With making a 40 min commute to Concrete to work and pretty much handling the household duties, there just doesn't seem enough time to think & reflect on a blog. The other aspect is just a fading desire to blog. My friends list on here is tiny (by design) and I would almost rather just call people.
I think that much of this has something to do with the reasons why I blogged. When I started this, I was living in Phoenix and fucking miserable & pissed off. Thus, most of the entries were me ranting, bitching and crying. Going back and looking at them makes me cringe. It's a level of self-absorption that is mortifying to look at now.
I guess I'm tired of venting here. I'm sure all of you are sick of reading it. So, for now, I'm done. I'll still check in on everyone sometimes, but for now, my blogging is done.
Last thing: Joshua grows! He is now approximately 5 lbs 15 oz and his movements are much more recognizable now. Apparently, he hiccups. A LOT. He also hates the monitors (ultrasounds, etc). He ALWAYS ends up kicking them after a few minutes. Kimberly will be induced due to her health issues between the 11th and 25th of December. Hopefully, it will be a vaginal birth. Last, we are in the process of finishing his nursery this weekend. My back is thrown and my knees are creaking.
So, for now, see ya.