i am so confused.....i think i made some1 suicidal.....:(
well, today was pretty un-eventful.....SSDD (only a select few know what that means, hehe)......it's ok. i mean, i can live through it, but it gets really hard at times, which really sucks.
last night my friend was thinking 'bout killing herself because i "stole" her friend.......Dustin, u r my friend too!
she was over at his house wit one of her friends, and he called me while they were there, and while he was on tha phone, she cut herself because she's really jealous of me.....i barely get to see him, and she lives like, not even 10 minutes away from him, so i kinda envy her, in a way.
and after they left, he called me and told me that, and while we were talkin, he was talkin wit her online, and she waz sayin that now that i'm in tha picture, she'll never have a chance wit him, and guess what? she's already gotta boyfriend..............1 of dustin's best friends.....which is kinda wierd, in a way.
but when i was talkin to him, she said that she has no reason to live, and "someone give me a knife so i can ease the pain in my heart by killin myself" (that was a direct quote, i'm not sayin that comin from me, don't worry)
i don't know what to do now, though. i mean, i don't want to lose one of my best friends, but i really like him, and i really like hangin out wit both of them as a group. it's hard......:(
last night my friend was thinking 'bout killing herself because i "stole" her friend.......Dustin, u r my friend too!
she was over at his house wit one of her friends, and he called me while they were there, and while he was on tha phone, she cut herself because she's really jealous of me.....i barely get to see him, and she lives like, not even 10 minutes away from him, so i kinda envy her, in a way.
and after they left, he called me and told me that, and while we were talkin, he was talkin wit her online, and she waz sayin that now that i'm in tha picture, she'll never have a chance wit him, and guess what? she's already gotta boyfriend..............1 of dustin's best friends.....which is kinda wierd, in a way.
but when i was talkin to him, she said that she has no reason to live, and "someone give me a knife so i can ease the pain in my heart by killin myself" (that was a direct quote, i'm not sayin that comin from me, don't worry)
i don't know what to do now, though. i mean, i don't want to lose one of my best friends, but i really like him, and i really like hangin out wit both of them as a group. it's hard......:(