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[kelleydoodle]

prologue to "the bite of the night" - howard barker

they brought a woman from the streets
and made her sit in the stalls
by threats
by bribes
by flattery
obliging her to share a little of her life with actors

but i don't understand art

sit still, they said

but i don't want to see sad things

sit still, they said

and she listened to everything
understanding some things
but not others
laughing rarely, and always without knowing why
sometimes suffering disgust
sometimes thoroughly amazed
and in the light again said

if that's art i think it is hard work
it was beyond me
so much of it beyond my actual life

but something troubled her
something gnawed her peace
and she came a second time, armoured with friends

sit still, she said

and again, she listened to everything
this time understanding different things
this time untroubled that some things
could not be understood
laughing rarely but now without shame
sometimes suffering disgust
sometimes thoroughly amazed
and in the light again said

that is art, it is hard work

and one friend said, too hard for me
and the other said if you will
i will come again

because i found it hard i felt honoured