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ok, so im back home from Romania...am i excited to be home??? NO! i dont know how to explain what happened in romania, but i know that i belong there!! i left my heart in Romania...it breaks my heart to know that i cant go back there for another year!! im holding back the tears right now just thinking about the people i've met whom i love! my heart breaks for the people of Romania!!! God did AWESOME things for me in Romania!! Nathan asked me to teach in front of everyone on Mary of Bethany (intimacy with God)!! yeah, im NOT a public speaker!! God anointed me and i preached!!! I don't even remember all that i said, but people came up to me after and told me that God wanted me to be a teacher!!! well, while i was there, i realized that i wanted to stay there, so i asked my parents if i could stay for the rest of the month!! they said that i couldn't, which was REALLY hard for me!! (and still is)...i met so many wonderful people...i've fallen in love with all of them in a different way!!! God united the American leaders and the Romanian leaders together in a way that only He could!! if i could go back to romania today, i would be on the first plane!! please pray for my heart in the next few weeks...as i said earlier, i left it in Romania!! right now, my heart is breaking because i cannot be with the people and the place i have fallen in love with over the past 10 days...i ask that you pray for my family also, because my grandfather died yesterday after a massive heart attack...there's so many people that i miss now...him, my American team in Romania, the Romanian leaders, and the Romanian children who came to the camp!! i have to go now because im starting to cry just thinking about this...please pray for me..it's gonna be a hard 2 weeks...